Thursday, September 30, 2010

KA BOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMM

OOOOOOOOOOO YAY, I WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
OOOOOOOOOOO YAYYYYYYYYYYY, AND MANY MANY HAPPY RETURNS.

REALLY WHAT MORE CAN I SAY, IF NOT "THANK YOU FATHER LORD ALMIGHTY FOR ONE MORE YEAR".
TOMORROW MAKES ME PLUS ONE. 1ST OCTOBERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
YOUR TEXT MSGS ARE WELCOME ON 08039402475.

MY HEART REJOICES, AND MY HEART WEEPS.


I WEEP NOT OF JOY, BUT PAIN IN MY HEART THAT AMIDST ALL THESE CELEBRATION, SOME INNOCENT KIDS ARE LOST SOMEWHERE IN THE HANDS OF THESE CRUEL KIDNAPPERS.

AND MUCH MORE DISTURBING FOR ME KNOWING MY SIBLINGS AND PARENTS ARE OUT THERE IN THAT JUNGLE.

PLEASE BBC HELP SPREAD THE WORD OUT WE ARE DYING IN ABIA STATE NIGERIA. ABA IS A HUB FOR KIDNAPPING AND TERRORISM AND THE PRESENT GOVERNOR AND OUR PRESIDENT ARE PLAYING POLITICS WITH OUR LIVES.

EVERY 5 MINS, A MINIMUM OF 4 KIDNAPPING IS COMMITTED AND JONATHAN OUR PRESIDENT KNOWS WE ARE DUE FOR A STATE OF EMERGENCY BUT WONT BECAUSE OF POLITICAL INTEREST TO SECURE THE STATE FOR HIS FORTH COMING ELECTION.
BANKS DON'T OPEN HERE ANYMORE PEOPLE ARE HIJACKED ROBBED AND RAPED .

ON SUNDAY A WOMAN LOST HER 3 KIDS TO ARMED ROBBERY WHEREBY SHE WAS ORDERED TO LIE DOWN AND BE RAPPED BY HER SON. ON THE BOYS REFUSAL THE FIRST SON AND SECOND WHERE SHOT DEAD AND THE LAST DID THE ACT AT THE PLEA OF HIS MOM AND LATER HUNG HIMSELF ON MONDAY MORNING.

PLEASE BRING THE WORLDS ATTENTION TO OUR PLIGHT.

I WEEP. I AM DEEPLY HURT. BUT I REST IT ALL AT THE FOOT OF THE CROSS.

PLEASE JOIN ME IN MY PRAYER FOR THE SAFETY OF THOSE INNOCENT CHILDREN, AND FOR ALL THOSE WHO ARE CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THIS SAGA.



LOVE ALWAYS,
FRAGILE.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

GUILT. REVENGE

PRIDE WON'T LET ME ADMIT THAT I HAVE MISSED YOU.
WTF, WAS I DOING WITH CHOCOLATES AT YOUR DOOR, AND EVEN ACCEPTED TO HAVE DINNER THE FOLLOWING NIGHT???


U SAW IT ALL, U KNEW I MISSED U, EVEN WITHOUT SAYING IT.
YOU TRIED TO EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT'S BEEN GOIN ON, BUT I WOULDN'T LISTEN.

WE HAD DINNER. U EVEN CAME WITHOUT YOUR CRUTCHES.
HOW GUILTY I FELT. I WASN'T THERE TO WITNESS THE PROGRESS.

YOU PIERCED MY HEART WHEN U TOLD ME
*BABE, LET ME TAKE CARE OF YOU*
BUT I COULDNT'T, WOULDN'T JUST GIVE U A LISTENING EAR.

I EVEN FOLLOWED U TO CHURCH, AND THEN I HURT U.
I SAW THE PAIN IN YOUR FACE. THE WORDS CHOCKED IN UR THROAT.
I HAD TO LEAVE WITH ANOTHER.

THAT'S HOW I FELT, WHEN U WERE UNABLE TO EXPLAIN UR ACTION WITH THOSE PIX.
NOW, U TELL ME THIS CUTE STORY, AND WANT ME TO BELIEVE.

NEWAYS, I MISSED YOU, AND THATS FOR SURE, BUT I'M NOT ABOUT TO LINGER WITH U.


WHAT A BORING WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHIT PRIDE..... WE COULD HAVE BEEN SOMEWHERE. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

Saturday, September 11, 2010

MY HOPE FOR BETTER DAYS

NOW, MY SILENCE HAS BEEN INTERPRETED AS MOODINESS.
AND MY MOODINESS HAS BEEN SAID TO BE INFECTIOUS.
MY EYES ARE DRY,
I WEEP NO MORE,
THAT WHICH WON'T KILL ME,
WILL ONLY MAKE ME STRONGER.

DEAR GOD,
FORGIVE ME FOR THE TIMES I LIED ON BEHALF OF OTHERS.

DEAR GOD,
TEACH ME HOW TO SPEAK UP, FOR MY SILENCE HAS MADE THEM CALL ME NAMES LIKE "WICKED".

DEAR GOD,
GIVE ME A MAN THAT I CAN FLOW FREELY WITH AND NEVER BE AFRAID OF EVEN IN MARRIAGE.



DEAR GOD,
U READ THIS MSG EVEN BEFORE IT GOT TO ME.
"u are a very wicked person. something that is nothing, u want to start creating issues. its been over 3 months i begged u pls. i want a peaceful home. if u can't, come carry ur stuff cuz u know everything but want to rob me off some peace and u dnt ave my interest so shldnt protect urs. its wicked of u".

GOT THAT FROM MY SISTER ON MY WAY TO CHURCH THIS MORNING ALL BECAUSE SHE'S TRYNA LOOK GOOD INFRONT OF HUBBY.

DEAR GOD,
I NEED AN ACCOMODATION, AND I NEED IT NOW. THEY SAY IT'S EXPENSIVE HERE, BUT I TRUST YOU TO TAKE CARE OF ME NOW.

PLEASE TELL ME, HOW DO U DEAL WITH ONE WHO COMPLAINS ABT EVERYTHING AND NOTHING?

HOW DO U COPE WITH SOMEONE WHO MAKES U UNCOMFORTABLE(ADRENALIN RUSH) IF NOT BY LYING?

DEAR GOD,
PLEASE GIVE ME A MAN THAT I WILL BE AT PEACE WITH.A MAN I WILL FIND NO REASON TO LIE TO. A MAN WHO WILL HAVE THAT CONFIDENCE IN ME, AND TRUST ME TOTALLY. ONE WHO IS SUPPORTIVE OF ME. ONE WHO IS STEADFAST IN THE LORD, FOR THAT IS THE BASIS OF EVERY SUCCESSFUL UNION.

AND FINALLY,.......................
DEAR GOD,
PLS TAKE THIS FLU/MALARIA AWAY FROM ME.

THANK U SUGARKING FOR THAT CALL.